A Life Well-Loved

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This is my paternal grandmother, Della Victoria Higgins Brads. She passed away last Thursday at the age of 95. It wasn’t a surprise, I mean, she was 95. And, she had been in pretty ill health since late summer. Not wanting her to suffer, I had been anxious that, after having lived a long life full of love, she not suffer anymore but be in perfect, painless peace in heaven with Jesus (not to mention my Grandpa whom she was married to for 71 years).

GmaGpa Brads

And so, I thought I was prepared for a world without my Grandma Brads. And perhaps in my head, I was. But when I got the news Wednesday afternoon that she had taken a serious turn for the worse and that hospice was coming in, I discovered that my heart was not quite so prepared. I had a sitter at the house while I was working and so I had the luxury of crying by myself in my office for awhile. Lots of tears from a grown woman who loved her Grandma still with the heart of a little girl.

My Grandmas
Me in a Grandma sandwich

Grandma passed away almost exactly 24 hours later, and after I got the call, I had another good cry. I was still crying when the big kids got home from school and I told them. They were sad, they loved her too, but they took it well because I had prepared them for it over the last few weeks and days. I was relieved that they were able to move on to after-school activities pretty quickly; I wasn’t sure I would be able to be a comfort to them when I was still so sad.

I learned a lot from my Grandma Brads growing up and it’s nearly all from her example, from the way she lived her life. I don’t want to make it sound like she was perfect, but she was womderful. She was just a great lady. She was good at loving others, she was good at serving others with joy, and she was good at making me feel special and loved. Some of my favorite childhood memories involve sitting in between Grandma and Grandpa on the front seat of their car, of accompanying Grandma to the local IGA for groceries, of sitting down to her most wonderful mashed potatoes or mac & cheese. This was a woman who displayed love by cooking tasty things for her family.  She literally lived to serve.

One thing I loved about my Grandma was that she was ALWAYS delighted to see me – when I was a child, when I was a teen, a young adult, a newlywed, a new mom – she loved me well in every stage. I knew if I was going to be in the area and I called and asked if I could come by she would be overjoyed. She’d somehow manage to have a smorgasbord assembled even if she’d only had 20 minutes notice – she definitely had that hostess gift! And guess what else I got at Grandma’s house besides good food? It’s also where I got my love of MOUNTAIN DEW. Grandma nearly always had it out in the laundry room with all the soda. (It should be noted that my Grandpa gave me my love of Dairy Queen Dilly bars and butterscotch dipped cones. I am really glad those two had the staples covered!)

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Grandma with newborn Joshua

My Grandma loved children and she babysat in her home for approximately a million years, retiring when she was 75. In the small town where she lives, you can’t walk down the sidewalk without tripping over someone who was fortunate enough to be in her care. I’ve absolutely LOVED watching her delight in my children, and watching them delight in her. Jonah was an especially big fan – here he is with her on her 95th birthday. She also made each of my babies a special blanket which I will keep FOREVER.

Jonah and Gma

Something else that I love about my Grandma is that she liked to look GOOD. I am very proud that I got my rampant vanity from her. I mean, what better source, right? Grandma had her hair set every week by the same stylist and though she went gray approximately 4 or 5 decades ago, I NEVER saw her with gray hair until this past couple months when she was too ill to get it dyed. And as you can see from the first picture in this post, she was very beautiful! When you got it, you got it! She always dressed so nicely and acessorized like a pro. And, she was religious about her skin care. 🙂

Grandma had a sharp wit that left us all laughing on many occasions…she was a preacher’s wife but she could still let loose with a zinger. Some of my cousins have shared some over the past few days that made me chuckle. My cousin Mackenzie, when she brought her fiance home to meet Grandma, was met with “He’s better looking than I thought he’d be!” and my cousin Rachel, headed out back for a smoke, got a “Rachel, are you in THAT big of a hurry to get to heaven before the rest of us?”

This was classic Grandma. She made us laugh and she loved to laugh. I loved the sound of her laugh…I wish I could hear it one more time.

The biggest, most important, most memorable thing about my Grandma was that she LOVED Jesus. She wasn’t shy about her love for her Savior and she wasn’t shy about letting you know that you might wanna get friendly with him, too. Grandma was concerned that everyone she met knew Jesus, from her hairdresser to the waiter or waitress that served her at a restaurant. And really, that’s the most important way that I can be like her. Her kids bought her a big box of tracts with a salvation message on them for her 95th birthday, to be distributed in her name, because at 95 she wasn’t going to be out and about “witnessing” but she still wanted to help others learn about Jesus. At the time I kind of giggled about those tracts. I mean, it’s kind of an antiquated method of sharing your faith. But now I’ve come to realize that it was such a sweet gift, a gift that spoke to the desire of Grandma’s heart – that everyone should know Jesus’ love, forgiveness, peace, and salvation.

May that be the desire of my heart as well.

Grandma, thank you for being a loving, caring, encouraging example my whole life. Thank you for making me feel like a special person, and for loving me so well. Thank you for teaching me that there can be great joy in meeting the needs of your family, and that the most important thing I can do in life is follow the Lord.

Oh, and as my cousin Mackenzie reminded me, thanks for teaching us to moisturize.

Hug Grandpa for me and have a dipped cone at heaven’s DQ together.

Gma Wedding

I’ll see you again soon. I love you.

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14 Replies to “A Life Well-Loved”

  1. A lovely memory. I too miss my wonderful grandmothers often. One fun thing that you can look forward to is having them show up in your dreams, healthy and young again! I LOVE when I dream about them because I can hear and see them again. They do the funniest things in my dreams. Hearing their voices in dreams makes me wonder if it isn’t one of those gifts from the Lord because it is SO vivid–like heaven! 🙂

  2. I have enjoyed reading your Uncles blog, Redneck Latte for a couple of years and comment on it sometimes.
    Actually, we sometimes kid about some thing that he can write about while I am reading the paper and he his doing his crossword puzzle at the WH. I see that the knack of writing a good blog runs in the family.

    Wonder words to share about your Grandmother.

  3. Wonderful Jenny. Some of my favorites were cereal as a snack before bed (usually Trix) or vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup. One very important thing I learned was always always check the date on the bottom of the can at grandmas. It could be from the last holiday;)

  4. Thank you Amy for sharing that with us. I have to tell you that the picture of her in the red dress is exactly how she looked the last time I saw her.She had a piece of paper in her Bible that had Marks name on it where she prayed for him because she knew that i was burdened for him.As i always said if you knew them you loved them.

  5. Aunt Della was the sweetest spirited woman I ever knew ! She was so good to us as children and then after growing up! She and Uncle Marvin were the first to introduce us to the Lord. Uncle Marvin pastored the church in Collierstown and also in Kerrs Creek, Va. We lived in Collierstown and my dad was Uncle Marvin’s older brother. Sadly my dad was not as faithful to the church as my uncle and there were 7 of us children. I do not know now how he hauled all of us but he would come and take the ones old enough to go to church to church on the Sundays he preached in Collierstown. I loved them both dearly and they will live in my hearts memory forever!

  6. Thank you so much for this wonderful tribute to your grandmother, my mother. She loved you so. She was so happy for you and your precious family and for the beautiful young adult you had become. She was very happy for the visits by you and your wonderful little ones. It always made her a little happier after spending time with you all.

  7. Thank your for sharing about your beloved grandmother. Except for a few specific details, I could’ve written this about my own dearly departed (paternal) grandmother. She was faithful, beautiful, hard-working, loving, funny, and so much more. But, mostly, I can relate to the fact that she never ever made me feel like I was unwelcome, no matter how she felt. I aspire to be like her! She passed unexpectedly in 2000 at the age of 78. You were truly blessed to have your grandmother for so many “bonus” years and to be able to say goodbye. I am truly sorry for your loss!

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